Oh baby boy, I’m writing this laying in bed next to your dad- feeling you kick inside my belly, still wondering what your name will be, still wondering what you will look like or be like…a little anxious about all the unknown but….CALM. 

And I think I can stay calm bc of your dad. 

Let’s be honest I have learned a heck of a lot more than these things while being pregnant. This whole experience throws something new at me every single day- sometimes I surprise myself with how I deal with it and other times I feel completely out of control. But more times than not, I find myself at the end of the day realizing that it’s all part of this BIGGER lesson.

I wanted to jot some of these down because whelp- its flown by and still doesn’t feel very real that I have even came this far, so just incase I forget…